Thursday, April 22, 2010
It has been years since Kayleng and I took this picture together..
At that time, we were more innocent and didn't know how to use makeup.
In the blink of an eye, we have changed so much?
And its not just on the outer appearance either.
We have grown up, matured, lost some people important to us and found new people that we love.
But I'm still so glad that Kayleng is still my good friend now, even though I had lost her for awhile.
I'm so happy to have best friends like Kayleng, Andy, Tequan, and Alvin by my side knowing that you all will always care for me. Although we always have lame, small quibbles but we always patch up. I hope our friendship will last forever x33333
Recently I also made some new friends in my new class.. They're really nice people! In my clique there's Lixuan, Charissa, and Elizabeth.
They are just so sweet, I never had friends in school who would save a seat for me when I'm late for class. They share their sweets with me, accompany me to buy things I want. I have never experienced this kind of friendship from school before..
This kind of friendship is different from what I experienced with *lalala*, she never did thank me for anything, she only cared about her guy troubles, and even betrayed me. I was only her best friend when it comes to fashion advice, accompanying her to shop, listening to HER probs.
(Then again, maybe I was also immersed in my guy probs too. But at least I don't think I'm guilty of the rest)
There's still nice people like Jiaying who RAN to and fro the General Office to borrow a school skirt for me when I stained my skirt :x. Plus I'm not really close to her and she went so far for me.
I'm really blessed. Even when my family matters are in a mess, even when I'm still sometimes ostracized and bullied in school, I still have XMM, Dickson, and all of my friends' support.. I love you guys x3333
PS: Of course I love XMM the most =P
I'm scared, but just a little, as I always know God will be there to help me. And I know that all of my loved ones will be by my side, forever.
=)
PPS: SHOULD I CUT MY FRINGE TO SIDE BANGS??
Boohoo.
=x picture.. taken from last year or last last year I think.
Byebye =)
Sunday, April 11, 2010
My fav picture from last saturday when I was out with Kayleng, Andy, TeQuan, and Alvin :DD
I look so myself in this picture, yet not ugly :P
meow? :33 Kayleng looks really cute in this one x.x
TuuTuu zui :{
My boring usual expression.
Muacks! XDD
Was really fun and the plan for our phone to ring at the same time and pick it up at the same time saying "Wei?" is just soo funny la xD. But most of the time we failed to do it properly! We must try it again :DDD
Wonder where are the rest of the pics? Those group pictures :33 and the vid taken by Andy where I took off Alvin's cap! AHAHA. His expression was priceless :P I zipai so much on Andy's HP! You weedyyy must upload okayyys. Esp the video, post on FB and tag Alvin LOL xD
My left eye began swelling again today. IDK why is it ALWAYS the left eye? Is it because left eye does most of the work (since I don't use my right eye to see much) that's why it gets infected easily? :/ Or its due to the fact that I seldom wear contact lens so it got too dry? I wonder if my eyeshadow or eyeliner went into the eye, or I'm really not suited to wear contact lens? But the EOS lenses were really comfortable.. Ahhh well, I guess I'd try wearing contacts without makeup.. See if any infections occur.. If they do then I'll stop wearing contacts then =(((((
But Andy TQ and Alvin all said I looked so chio :x.. Finally they said there's a difference betw when I makeup and don't. All vanity's fault! =(
I'm still waiting for deardear to finish his econs homework.. My stomach feels really weird and am so fatigued... Hope he can finish it up quickly =]
Btw, I like this girl's hairstyle!
I'm thinking of cutting her sort of fringe. Comments? :/ I think still can leave enough hair to cover my squarish jaw with her fringe :/ Its abit like mine now but shorter and has a nicer "shape"?
Shall try to cut my own fringe someday soon if there are no comments/violent objections!
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When I was in the bath.. ....... I wondered if papa actually misses me? Once in awhile would be nice.. But I guess not. He didn't even call to wish me happy birthday last year. Yet he did for my bro.. No happy new year either.. Haven't seen him for years, literally.. Wonder how is he.. I have so little memories of him..
Sigh. Why do I bother to think about him when he most likely doesn't give a damn about me?
I'm asking when I already know the answer..
Yet I did nothing wrong.
I won't believe that I had brought bad luck to them when I was born, and I'm the cause of the divorce. Whoever believes what that ***** says anyway...
I really need to be in the arms of my deardear again.. Want him to hold my hand and pat my head telling me its alright while I drift into slumber...
Sigh. =(
Sunday, April 04, 2010
In the end I couldn't resist the temptation to edit the picture. Brightened face, added lip and face colour, adjusted colour levels to more red, and slyly liquified to make my jaw less protruding.
So, don't believe what you see in digital pictures. xD.
Went far east plaza to buy shoes! :D Bought a pair of pumps for $12.90, plain black, but its furry and super comfy :DD And for once Deardear approves of it! :DDDD
Saw the nice corset belt that I fell in love with when I first saw it at Bugis Street. But its a whooping $10! Argh, so exp.
Then window shopped and took a bus to Dhoby Ghaut. Went to the arcade and poor Deardear was on a losing streak! x[ Played Jubeat and I passed Evans again wheee :D Ate icecream and Dear came over to eat currychicken and chicken wings for dinner :D Dear gave me a short shoulder massage cause my back and shoulder really hurts.. It felt really comfortable laa x.x Thanks Deardear! :DD My back is aching again I want massage :O Lost to deardear in KOF. =( I WILL win you next time! HUMPH! :(
So many stuffs I wanna buy :O
1) Corset Belt
2) Artist Hat
3) Waterproof eyeliner
4) Waterproof mascara
5) Pink nail polish (code 9) from Daiso
6) White nail polish for french pedicure
7) Ribbon rubberband
8) Individual lashes from Daiso (For btm lashes! :D)
cant remember what else but there is MUCH MORE. With so little money. Sobbie.
Oh and I wanna bleach my pink clothes into WHITEEE! xD Bought my bleach alr.
Oh ya, and my contact lenses arrived alr! Wanna try it out this sat, and curl my hair abit. And dress up too! Cause Andy keeps complaining about my "teeshirt and shorts" outfit and TQ complaining about my "lack of hairstyle variety". While Alvin says I look good with the ponytail at the side. I call it the Cat Tail hairstyle! Haha! XD
Where you guys wanna go on this wed? :D
Pic from last last Sat; shopping with Kayleng! (Prev post :D) Lol my features look better in this pic but the lighting made my skin look terrible? Super dull. VERY tempted to edit with photoshop. =/ The blue contacts nice? It's super comfy but I had sore eyes after wearing it =/ Perhaps its the non-waterproof makeup's fault. Sigh. Thats Geo Nudy Blue btw! :D
