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Amanda=Hamster =x

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

The title says it all.

So sorry Amanda, have to post this hamster-look alike pic of you =x Can't blame me, blame yourself for not sending me the pictures that you took =/

WAHAHHAHA SO CUTE CAN HAMSTER!!! =x V

Tsk.. She says she's a cute hamster.. -.-" Art of BHB-ness.. Pei fu pei fu..

&... More hamsters.

I couldn't catch any with the damned machine at Marina Square (Who knows what its called). I'll marry whoever gives me one!! =x=x

I was kidding. You wish.

~~Already have 50 wives... Wanna divorce all le so boring =x~~

Did I mention I have a REAL hamster at home? My sister moved back home a few days ago as her bf was going into his army camp, and she brought her hamster along. It's called HAM-HAM.

*Thinks: BREAKFAST!! WHOOHOO*

-SLAPS-

No eyeing of hamsters as food. Its animal cruelty. ^$%^%#^@?!!

I seriously wonder why am I going on and on about (human) hamsters (amanda lahh) and craving for soft toy ones especially when I have a real one at home. =.="

A small reminder to myself! Used as my phone screensaver. Especially useful when I start staring at my wallpaper admiring my face (LOL!??!?), since the screensaver pops up after some time. (However I just ignore it ~~most of the~~ all the time LOL)

Ugly handwriting, but whatever.

Got my results back already...=x

English-A2
Chinese-A2 (That's my olvl result)
Higher Chinese-B4
Additional Math-F9 (lalala~~)
Elementary math-A1
Biology-B3
Chemistry-F9 (=x mary had a little lamb~~)
Physics-B3
Combined Humanities(SS&GEOG)-C5 (WHOOPS.)
L1R5= 16
L1R4= 11
Average score: 66.7%

I think overall it wasn't too bad (for me lahh), just ignore the F9s.. I had given up on chemistry (alien language!) and I slept during amath paper.. =x I screwed up my SS though, that's why I had a shit C5 there for Combined Humanities. I was second last in class though -_- My classmates own.

To be chiong-edddd: SS

To be revised hard: Bio, Phys

To be revised as per normal: Geog

To have last min half day revision(anyhow whack la x.x): Chem, Amath, Emath

To be heck-ed: HCL, English, CL

That's my plan for now. LOL. 25 days more! GOGOGO STUDY!!!

PS: Did I mention that all these days I only studied half a chapter of SS for O's? -.-"

Stop slacking u idiot T_T

....Tata o_O orhorh time xDDDD x3

(... I thought someone said she wanted to study?)

meowmeow~ 7:03 AM

what can I do?

Monday, September 15, 2008

Girl, I dont know how to put this across this directly to you so I guess I'll just post it out. Hope you don't mind.
I really don't know what to do, can you please enlighten me?
I really really want to help, even though I may not be able to do much.
I want to know, regardless of it worrying me anot.
Because I take you as my friend. Moreover best friend.
I don't feel like I'm doing enough.
But I don't know how.
Whenever I ask you, you simply tell me you're okay, and I dont want to probe further if you don't want me to.
Then I told you to cheer up, because that's the least I could do.
You just told me, "predicted th line."
I was speechless, at a loss for words.
I really really dont know what to do.
If you still take me as your dearest, please tell me what I should do okay? ):
I don't wanna drift apart from you and not know what's going on..

Take care ):

meowmeow~ 8:11 AM

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Friday, September 12, 2008

---x@ x[[MisaMisa ♥ ;(:8)( x): says:
haha =.=
---x@ x[[MisaMisa ♥ ;(:8)( x): says:
u want me to post about u arh =.=
♠Jerrer DeHart * Jerrer wanna be a normal person jiu happy le ((: * says:
cann!
---x@ x[[MisaMisa ♥ ;(:8)( x): says:
-.-"
---x@ x[[MisaMisa ♥ ;(:8)( x): says:
okay -.-"

hope u can see that I did it unwillingly =x joking!

Response to his blog post:

i got to know one new friend today. //Lols =.= Got
to know you because I idiotically thought you were jerome -.-" (amanda, jax,
zhao, stop coughing T.T)

she is super duper funny & super hyper. //Too
much sugar kills ):

her name is Jesslin.// er hi jerrer?
._.

and she is very lazy,// thank you lor. I know I am.
(I still haven't bathed=x) at least pigs are cute xDD

i linked her, but she lazy to link me. // and you
ap-ed me for that!!! SUCKER.

oh ya, her singing is nice :D // yeah and after
that you decided sometimes it sounded "EEEEEEEEE" right -.-"

to Jesslin: have you seen my post? i post about you lehhh! hahaha
=x// yeah and i was indirectly forced to post about u. be
honoured man

He sent me this cute thing LOL!

Not trying to be sexist or whatever, I'm female too after all... (you sure? o_O)

Isabel told me this stupid joke today._.

Son: Dad, I'm getting married.
Dad: Really? To who?!
Son: To grandma.
Dad: WHAT?!?! You can't, she's my MOTHER.
Son: But you married mine too.

Lols ._. Buhbye!

where you'd go? i miss you so.

meowmeow~ 9:42 AM

Sigh,

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Jess ah jess, when are you going to study?

I'm such a fool. J

Telling myself, I will live for myself. E

No longer for a guy I love. S

I told myself to stay single for 4months. S

2months have passed L

(though memories of reeve keep flooding through my mind, yes I do still miss him) I

Why am I swaying? Still a long way to go till my O's end. N

What happened to my determination to let myself focus on my personal goals?

Why did I let myself fall in love again? A

I know how it's gonna end up. H

Why did I jump right in again?

Im scared. Terribly scared. G

Scared of being labelled as annoying, sticky, over demanding. O

Scared of being dumped again.

Countless times it has happened. S

Yet he managed to make me wanna believe-even if it's a little- that we'll have a happy ending? T

You said you didn't like girls to be too clingy. D

When I promised never to initiate talking to you. Y

You seemed so damn happy.

You don't know how much it hurt me. L

You made me... so afraid. That everything's gonna turn out with my heart shattered. A

I'm not ready. Neither do I want to fall deeper into this love.

Yet.. I still have this little voice in my heart, telling me you're not the same. P

Avoid you&end this&break my heart now, E

or let time decide what happens & risk getting my heart torn into pieces again? A

And I still don't know if I love him. E

The guy whom I had put him above everything else from feb to july.

PS, to ****e: I hope you're doing fine. !

PPS, to ****n: I lied when i said my pm wasn't referring to you. im sorry. ilu.

PPPS, to my dear Father Lord: Please tell me what to do.

Two splinters in my feet, lots of blood, and I didn't cry.

Stay strong, jess.
Don't ever drop tears for something not worth you again.

meowmeow~ 8:09 AM

lulala~

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

HELLO~! After a (longlong) break, I'm finally back to blogging!
PS: With bigger words for those short sighted nerds like me out there. LIKE REAL.

Here's an update on last sunday-outing with ang qiyin dearest and tingting girlfriend! (I'm not a lesbian, really ~~you sure?~~)

Getting bullied D: dearest interrupted my cam whoring! ): %$#%@#$@#%

FINALLY SUCCEEDED! =x *zilian* I look big headed only cause of the angle! The angle!

Lousy photo-taking skills. Tsktsk. =P *sneers at qiyin* DO MI RE! I'm not the shortest hehehe

Blur blur again. Haha noob *points*

=PPP Come nearer and I'll lick you! *passerbys all scream in horror*

Not many interesting things happened, considering the fact that there was no weirdo dancing at the para machine o_O There was this man with a shirt that has a GIGANTIC HOLE in it though, and qiyin said he was the one who SIGHED AT ME PLAYING PARA ^$#%$@% *shrieks* Dude you're not too good yourself, you have no right to judge other people's skills okay! All you know is how to blop here and there! =x (whoo I invented a new word! BLOP!)

Qiyin is an idiot! After I bought and finished my food at kfc, she went to buy hers =.=" She said she was only hungry then. BAKA! ._. Was so bored staring at her eat.

Bought a hello kitty lipgloss at John Little's lol, its so cute! =x It even has a hello kitty keychain in it o_O I know I know, childish, but whatever, its adorable =x Super pinkish cannnnnnnnnnnn x3

After tingting arrived, we just further camwhored in the toilet. I was sincerely hoping, Jane would not pop in and say, "Oh hi!" and leaving me embarrassed like the previous time. Thank gracious she really didn't.

Going to karaoke AGAIN tomorrow with tingting, after that study with qiyin! Yes you saw that, study. ME, the DAMN SLACKER, is going to study. Believe it. HAHA!

Wish me luck for my prelims and O's!

Signing off,

I OWN!

cheers~

meowmeow~ 6:06 AM