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a thank u and a no thanks
Monday, April 30, 2007

This post is to thank all of you out there who helped me when i was down, when i needed help, and assured me, encouraged me, yet never the opposite.

look for your name =D


Liushuang

Ryan

Patrick

Joshua

Prissy

Yuenlam

Amanda

Priscillia

Janxiong



Did i leave out anyone?!? If i did please tell me asap, i'll edit it =\


Thanks for telling me what i am and am not. I wont let stupid comments hurt me =)

especially if people hate me because they think im too dramatic and am AA, when im trying to make the class more enthusiastic and rowdier.

then thats too bad =)

I LOVE YOU GUYS WHO LISTENED TO ME WHEN IM DOWN..!!

REALLY.

I COULDNT HAVE DONE WITHOUT YOU ALL.

for now i'll try to be my optimistic self again, if not you guys will get sick of me going on and on about how much i hate myself.

i wont cry anymore, cause i know you all are there for me.


if you guys need anything, i'll be there, cause i know you'll do the same for me. =)

loves- Jesslin

meowmeow~ 5:05 AM

traitors.
Friday, April 27, 2007

So pissed off with SOME ppl right now....

Sigh. Nvm.

I have been posting for three consecutive days! =D I'm so nice right tyty. xD

Oh yeah janxiong erzi... I won't EVER say your name JANXIONG on my blog again. I promise I wont say JANXIONG on my blog again. xD

LOL....

Today chinese oral kana suaned like shit. SO irritating.... Stupid. Think you're so great then don't talk to me la, I ain't worthy!

Grrrrrr.


Oh anyway I ate macs today at city hall.... Calories count : 1006!!!

As in, i just ate one normal extra value meal... without upsizing or anything... COOL xD means I just eat 2 meals per day can liao?!?!?

Oh and something really surprising, mcchicken has more calories than mcspicy!!!

Just in case you were wondering, since when i care so much about calorie intake.

Thats kind of true that I think about it, since I choose the food that has the HIGHEST calories in them.... (so I can miss some meals and not go hungry... I need it anyway, with my BMI of 16.2 sth-.- I hate it la... all the bracelets too big for me-.-)

Oh and, an average persons calorie intake per day is 2000kcal-.-

OH AND, who likes oreo mcflurry here?!?


It has the highest calories in probably the whole of the menu.

600 kcal o.0

mcspicy was 494

med coke 160

med fries 360 (i think i almost got everything memorised-.-)



Wow right!?!?!?!?

Oh and, mcdonald fries are inorganic.

Geog teacher ben tan told me that...

Also, animals and insects don't eat mcdonald fries.

Cause there's just so much preservatives the insects don't recognize it as food...

Try this experiment.

Fry a normal frnech fry from the supermarket, and put it next to a mcdonald french fry (not too near though)

According to mr bentan, the macs fries wont get touched at all. And the other fry will be eaten by ants.

I havent tried this, cause I hate ants... (More like afraid of -.-)



Oh and, he said some people on some weird website once did an experiment.

They put all the mac food in a glass container...

Everything started rotting, and the fillet o fish burger started "watering"...

Decomposing....

Getting mouldy...



Everything but the mac french fries.

Didnt even have a single speck of mould on it.


.. o.0

Cause apparently its SOOO heavily preserved!

..........................................



Hahas. I think I freaked everyone out enough. Time to go now then, xD.

wahakahkahaka.


BYEBYE!! =D

meowmeow~ 11:57 PM

you rly think i dont understand? anyway... as for you. tell me you didnt do tt on purpose.

hahas HI xD

As I had promised yesterday, I'm actually coming back here to post again....

See? I kept my word.. And i always do right? ESP on blogging? (As if...)

Oh anyway I asked analise what was the really sick thing she said yesterday. Now I finally remember-


analise; AH, AH! the THING is stuck inside!!
analise; omg! the thing cannot be pulled out!



Yes, OMG indeed.


Damn sick la =.= She made me laugh until like erm... a retard. Fine I already am one. =X

Lol yesterday when i asked her why did she had to say that she said purposely de... Then today i asked again she said it was because it was half on purpose half by accident. Perhaps tml when i ask again she'll say it was FULLY an accident?!?

LOL the irony. So contradicting.


Btw another plant teacher come and find trouble for me again. zzzz. They suit each other. Cai and Ye forever =.=

Prissy kana also... Just because she redid her composition and the her teacher still thought it wasn't good enough. And thus her teacher complained to that carrot (this nickname, has nothing to do with me.) teacher... She yelled so loudly until all the classes on that level came out to watch what was happening. She was like insulting prissy so much until prissy was clenching her fist la. Then carrot was saying if she dared to hit her she could sue her for assualt. ZZZZZZZZZZ. So when she turned away prissy almost tried to punch her... But she missed and hit the wall instead. And injured her hand -.- I'm kind of hoping she hit lor. There goes the joy of laughing at a female dog with an ugly face and brusied somemore.

Oh wells, I'm being evil today. No one asked her to insult prissy like that. Serves her right, don't you think so?


Anyway coach daniel (full name- daniel chan dewei. LOL!) was being real sweet today. (He's the councillor..) He even acted to cry to try and help prissy make carrot feel guilty....... Isn't that really, really nice? =X

When it was sort of settled we went into the R.E.L.A.C. room... And he treated some hello panda strawberry biscuits to prissy to calm her down, and i got some sugared biscuits from him too =33 I was starving and having gastrics for skipping lunch thanks to my biology remedial... (yeah i kana-ed another one. Cause i didn't really do well for bio paper... Seems like biology cannot don't study de. =X But hey! Give me some credit, I passed! )


Yeah my point is that COACH DANIEL ROCKS!!!!!!!!

and plant teachers suck. lol.



Lol lessons today weren't too bad i guess. First we had english. We had to practice for english oral and pat wong's method (lol pat-pattish patrick. xD.) was to choose an article each from the newspaper... Ben tan (as in the student from 3J, not the geog teacher ben tan) saw a fairly short one and he goped that already. Lol then in the end everybody's one was shorter than his... So he got another one. Mine i chose an advertisement and he was like, "LOL!"

But erica didn't allow it lol... Sian. But again, in the end there wasn't enough time so i didn't have to read the article out... xD!! Was zihigh-ing as usual, but at least this time ben tan also zihigh la. xD

BUT WHEEE don't have to read liao lor!!!! xD


Other lessons were sort of boring... Will skip those.

Chinese was really lame again. She didn't punish those who didn't do the composition... Instead she rewarded those who did it a bonus of TWO PERCENT in CA2.. WTH!!!!!!!!!!!! Ain't that like, already a punishment for us who didn't do (emotionally)?!?!

I asked about the chinese n HCL (lol hydrochloric acid xD) Olvls....

SHE SAID CIYU NOT TESTED!!!!

SHE SAID CIYU NOT TESTED!!!!!!

SHE SAID CIYU NOT TESTED!!!!!!



oh my god.


Is that shiok or what!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!


(cause apparently, i don't normally bother to study for the ciyu. second in e class for lijiewenda test -that was pure ownage can!!! xD ahhh. oh but i got second for ciyu too- from the back. -.-)

mans i should be able to score at least a distinction for chinese,

which results in me being permitted to take the HCL olvl exam,

which results in me being able to at least pass the HCL exam,

which results in.....


ME DON'T HAVE TO TAKE CHINESE IN JC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!~~~~~~~~~

(that was, indeed what i screamed when she said no ciyu tested. Actually more of shrieking. You can imagine the horror for my classmates =D)


I could bet even 3H heard. maybe even 3G =X!

LOL.

Feeling really nice about not failing the SS common test... Well I didnt study, and the question which the answer was from the textbook had a mark of 12 out of the full paper which was 25. I just crapped some stuffs and i got some marks (failed that qns though). But my source based was really given quite high makrs, considering i thought i had went out of point (scoring a perfect zero i had thought)... Esp the second part to the qns. We were asked to compare the two sources...

Source one was on the statistics on how many people are starving in Asia due to droughts and that they need food, and WFO asking for donors.

Source two was on the pirates stealing food from the WFO.


Model answer was, in short, e diff being S1-cause of starvation due to droughts, S2- pirates stole the food needed to save the people, leading to starvation.


What i wrote was, the difference in efficiency the source claims. Source 1 showed the efficiency of the WFO, since the government entrusted a heavy responsibility of transporting many many tonnes of rice to the people in North korea (then explain n stuffs..) and S2 was showing the inefficiency of WFO, since they lost millions and millions of tonnes of rice needed crucially to save the starving people. (n explain)

Cos in both sources they mentioned stuffs like that... Mr ong commented on my paper, "Hmm... Unique/ weird common criteria for comparison."


But he gave me really high marks for both SBQs! One 5/6 and one 6/7 =D


And my phyics test. I ACTUALLY PASSED!!! Not exactly high marks of 17/25,

but considering that fact that

1) i ponned the tutorial on that particular topic, so i bloody don't know what the whole chapt is talking about
2) i only studied for 5mins (while talking on e phone-.-) thje day before the test. and that was it. LOL.

cool right?


BUT i completely flunked my Amaths test.

Its really ridiculous, the way they set the paper was so difficult i only got

1/20.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ -.-


Erm. Gonna look on the bright side, at least i didn't get 0/20... ( no suan intended =X)

hahas i go liao. BYEBYE =DD!!

meowmeow~ 2:57 AM

patched, but dont provoke me please?
Thursday, April 26, 2007

Sorry for that emo post earlier on haha. xD I'm going to make up for it by typing a funny+crappy post today. xDD! And its going to be a little (yeah right, a little) sick... Tell you guys where the sick parts are later on, don't wanna pollute innocent young minds... (Though I doubt there's anyone i know not polluted..)


Lol if you search "Anglican High School" on wikipedia... This is what you will get.

(Click to enlarge picture, but if you don't want to navigate away from this page, right click and press open new window..)






and thats the webpage. xD.



"This article or section is written like an advertisement.Please help rewrite this article from a neutral point of view per Wikipedia policy.Mark blatant advertising for speedy deletion with {{db-spam}}. (help, talk)"



LOLOLOL! Is that amusing or what?!?!


Hahas. Anyway my erzi janxiong just asked me to listen to these songs


All good things come to an end. Quite nice la, condsiering its janxiong, pris, and my song for this week. OUR SONG! =D




"round round" by sugababes. Sounds familiar. xD. The song is nice!




I don't know what song is this though... Never heard of the title.


http://www.mixmatters.com/hot/2006/Diddy_Come_To_Me.html


Title sounds kinda wrong anyway... =X!



Back to today. The composition exam was relatively easy.. Think i did quite well =D!!! The topics were sooo right for me. The chinese one I did on "zhe jiu shi wo." meaning "this is me". The english one I did an occasion on regret, but nope, this time im kind, i didn't kill anyone off in the ending. But a girl was handicapped =X Not going to tell you what names I used, but really sorry to that girl, it was the first name i could think of =X!


The letters was a little screwed up, but it ain't that bad. It's just that my chinese formal letter writing was too short and the english one was too long. =.=



(skip the next paragraph if you don't wanna read foul language. But i made it less vulgar liao =X)



Anyway that stupid asshole-less leaf teacher damn bastard today. I went to queue up to stamp my dictionary so that it could be allwoed for use in the exam. There were so many people queueing up there for li laoshi to stamp e dicts. But he HAD to go and pick on me. He was like talking to himself and looking behind me la, how would i know he was talking to me?!?! Doesn't he know that its basic courtesy to look into people's eyes when you're talking?!?! And then he was glaring at me because I DIDN'T KNOW THAT HE WAS BLOODY TALKING TO ME CAUSE HA IN'T EVEN LOOKING AT ME. Please la, i even looked back a few times to make sure he wasn't speaking to me can. Anyway when i realised he was shouting at me, asking why couldn't i have stamped the dictionary yesterday and the announcement was already there 2 days ago. I said i didn't know as i was absent. I WAS REALLY ABSENT. Obviously he didn't believe me and shouted and shouted and shouted and FUCKING SHOUTED AGAIN, making every person in the queue stare at me being ridiculed. Li laoshi tried to help me, but perhaps it was because she wasnt the chinese HOD she had to scold me too when he complained to her. (Shes my chinese teacher, and shes really kind of nice). She wasn't really scolding anyway, i bet she was pretending and saying those just to get me out of the yelling from that unreasonable twittish leaf. In the end i got my dictionary stamped, but i headed to my class in FIRE and i was cursing and swearing and whacking jaclyn's table -.- uwahh sorry table. .... The vulgars can't and shouldn't be typed out, cause its SERIOUSLY very vulgar... ^^



(kay can read liao)



While walking to the mrt, I made up another "catchy phrase".. Analise and jaclyn were discussing on what to eat for recess tml, and analise was suggesting BIAN4 DANG1.. Due to her really good master of the chinese language (....NOT), she somehow managed to pronounce it as "BIAN DUNG".


LOL!!!


Kay so now the catchy phrases i have are like


WAHAKAHAKAHAKA. (the combining of wahahha and wakakaka, since people ask me why i dont use wakakaka but instead wahahha. So i combined both. xD.) evaluated by me n ******


POKEYE! (the combining of "pokai" meaning bankruptcy in hokkien, and "poke eye", which happens to be something i just soooo love to do~ xD)evaluated by my and ****** (lol diff person from e first one la)


and of course... BIAN DUNG! I was teasing analise all the way there la... Repeatedly saying "bian dung bian dung bian dung" is irritating, but sorta fun..... xD obviously evaluated by analise and I... wahakahaka.




Lol anyway ANAL-i-s-eee. (Lol hope she doesn't see that... xD!) and I went to orchard today (yes, again). Decorated her phone until it was DAMN kuazhang lol! She's in love with it. Not me though, everything is clustered together... I prefer it to have just one focal point. (Ahh, she keeps asking me to stop talking about art. But how could I!! Especially when art is my passion =33) Can't post the picture now, I don't have the uploading programme for my hp on this new computer yet. =X! sighs. Anyway i added some more stuffs to my hp keychain.. I think I'm gonna change the diamontes design on the back of the phone. A little sick of it xD And I'm soo in love with the lolita design of my phone la! (Credits to myself =33) I know some people don't like it, but what matters most is that I do right?!?! Plus EVEN people like joel and george thought it was cool. (oops, no insult intended)



(ahh here comes the sick jokes xD)


*me drinking slurpee*

me; ahh ahh! I can't suck the thing... It wouldn't come up... =X

analise; *thinks sick*

me; o.0 NOO as in i meant, the thing cannot be sucked...

analise; *laughs even harder* you're only making it worse..

me; NOOOOOOOOO AS IN, AS IN IM TRYING TO SUCK THE THING BUT CANNOT!!

analise; ROFL!!!!!!!!!

me; wtf did i just say...........................



later on.. there were even MUCH sicker stuffs but i can't really remember... Which made me laugh for like 15minutes, till i get stomachache lor... Nvm tml I'll ask her, then I'll type it tml. She was just saying some really metaphoric horny things just by drinking one slurpee!!!




there were also some other stuffs about toilet bowls but i think analise wont allow me to say it. LOL xD


ANAL IS EEEEEEEEEE. xD!!!!!



oh anyway here are the lame stuffs pris and janxiong said...


janxiong's version:
"But what was done was done.I could not change history. Changing history would be like pouring raindrops back into a cloud.It was impossible"


pris's version... tada! :

what was done was done, i can't turn back the clock. Changing history would be like stuffing my shit back into my ass. It is impossible.


When janxiong went offline, that's what we talked about, pris and I;



!![[*^_^ lala*]]!! says:
let's start toking crap
!![[*^_^ lala*]]!! says:
coz from crap, we can get to know each other better
2d'06 //* ;(=8)( x) Jesslin =DD Just in too deep; Absolutely nothing in this world doesnt change. says:
lololol
2d'06 //* ;(=8)( x) Jesslin =DD Just in too deep; Absolutely nothing in this world doesnt change. says:
crabs
2d'06 //* ;(=8)( x) Jesslin =DD Just in too deep; Absolutely nothing in this world doesnt change. says:
i like crabs
2d'06 //* ;(=8)( x) Jesslin =DD Just in too deep; Absolutely nothing in this world doesnt change. says:
esp chilli crabs
2d'06 //* ;(=8)( x) Jesslin =DD Just in too deep; Absolutely nothing in this world doesnt change. says:
and crab flavoured chilli
2d'06 //* ;(=8)( x) Jesslin =DD Just in too deep; Absolutely nothing in this world doesnt change. says:
and black pepper chicken
!![[*^_^ lala*]]!! says:
mmm
!![[*^_^ lala*]]!! says:
yaya
2d'06 //* ;(=8)( x) Jesslin =DD Just in too deep; Absolutely nothing in this world doesnt change. says:
and black chicken pepper


YAY IM DIAO. -.-


Anyway analise says i speak really really soft!??! REALLY? Some other people have told me that too, but i just thought they were deaf or something, but turns out that even jaclyn thinks i speak rly rly soft... I thought i speak damn loud lor! And analise says my words come out in a slur... I was damn shocked. I thought i pronounce every word i say carefully de?!?! Then she told me its not lol. She says she knows im pronouncing properly, but i speak wayy too soft until it sounds like im murmuring?!? Thank god for the pronounciation thing, but GOT SO KUAZHANG MEH?!!?!?!


Oh and, please help me see if my "sweet escape" player works? =X

meowmeow~ 5:39 AM

i hope... i hope.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I searched for the definition of friendship on wikipedia. These are the results i obtained;

Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behaviour between two or more humans. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them. Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating on a consistent basis:
-the tendency to
desire what is best for the other,
-
sympathy and empathy,
-
honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth,
-mutual
understanding.




The types of friendships listed on wikipedia gave me a shock-

Types of friendship:
Romantic friendship
Soulmate
Pen pal
Internet friendship
Comrade
Boyfriend/Girlfriend
Platonic life-partner
Friends with benefits
Sexualized friendship
Boston marriage
Blood brotherhood
Companionate love
Intimate relationship
Love
Platonic love
Romantic love
Open relationship
Roommate



Even marriage and bgr is defined as friendship? Thats.... new.



Just had a sudden urge to do this post, after some things happened and reading through Patrick's new post on friendship.

www.ri-codaji-weiqi.blogspot.com

It's really inspirational...

But there were still some questions not answered that i had in my mind.

I asked him, what about a friendship which brings only suffering and hurt? One that perhaps, brings minimal happiness yet many disputes? One that shouldn't have happened from the start? One that contains no trust, but full of suspicion? Is it really worth keeping?

.
.
.


He told me, yes.

He said it was worth it.




So i tried. I tackled the problem.


BUT perhaps it was not to be.

I've only gone and made it worse; nothing could help afterall.

It just goes to show that it WAS really a mistake right from the start.



Just going to end the post here, nothing else to say. Bye.

meowmeow~ 3:33 AM

skipped a beat
Saturday, April 14, 2007

...hi! xD

lol no time no see. i know i dont update regularly, thats why people dont tag...

but its also because people dont tag, and it makes my blog dead, so i dont bother updating!

its a double cause n effect kind of thing. it takes two hands to clap

so what am i saying here is actually asking you people to tag!!! xD


anyway, this is from www.mrbrown.com . i dont normally like this kind of sites, but this is really cool. my friend told me about this (thanks alot, anyway) mr brown goped it from somewhere, but im actually really surprised that someone actually dared to take a stand in this (if you still havent heard about the ministers' pay thing you're really lag) this isnt slandering okay! =X! im just copy pasting stuffs...


here it is;

Friday, April 13, 2007
STFU
Insanepoly, who does the Adventures of Elite Girl comic, has a rant that probably captures what most people are feeling on the ground. Read his rant
here (warning: vulgar language used):
I don’t want to hear anymore about your justifications and rationalisations. Obviously you guys have no intention of listening to any of the people, so why should we the people listen to you. As someone once said, this has ceased to be a conversation. You tell us what you want and you go ahead and do it whether we the people like it or not. So what’s there to say. So shut the f**k up and enjoy your riches. Just don’t tell me you are doing this for my own good or for the good of the country.
For the past 2 friggin days, the ST has daily devoted 5-8 pages to the MIWs justifications for the minsterial pay hikes. Enough of that already.
Shut the f**k up.
You’ve got your money, but must you also have the last word as well. Take your f**king money and go f**king choke on it. Just shut the f**k up and get out of my face. I am sick of your bullshit.





Now, is that cool or what? im seriously admiring that person here. SERIOUSLY.

this isnt just a wild attempt to make my blog alive, but this is actually a MORAL ISSUE.

whatever happened to "Leadership is key" in our sec3 SS textbook?

i remembered it saying that a leader is chosen and groomed not only by their talent, but also by their CHARACTER and their moral values.

TAKE THAT.

i know i have been going on and on about global issues like global warming (look, the human generation is going to get wiped out, why are there still so many ****ing people who dont give a damn? in my eyes, these people are just selfish, and worthless.) and the starvation rate in north korea and suden (so many people are starving out there, and if you have seen the pictures and you couldnt care less i would call you an animal- and i meant in english terms, not scientific terms. ) and i sort of know its pretty annoying, but look. if all of us are so heartless, and we cant care about anything other than ourselves, isnt that REALLY, REALLY sad?


and look at this issue. whatever happened to our moral values?

i would think that a three year old kid might have more values than THAT.



i REALLY admire that man's courage. to make my point, im gonna enlarge the words.

I REALLY ADMIRE HIM.



k new topic.

seems like alot of people misunderstood why i like(LOVE xD!) tamaki so much.

nope, its not because of his blonde hair blue eyes, and that hes a born stereotype romantic french.

its because of his character! (i bet you didnt know that!)

well, hes like REAL kind and trusting. he never doubts anybody, and never has any motives.

the innocence is bewildering xD

and he helps like, evil people too, and believes that everyone has a kind side to them? (that sounds just a little familiar doesnt it? that quote- ren zhi chu, xing ben shan.)

and he is always sooo optimistic and cares for everybody.

but he aint actually got a perfect life. his grandmother thinks hes a bastard and not worthy to be her grandson, just because his dad fell in love with his mum in france.

his mum is sickly and he had to take over as the heir of the Suous just to get his mum have enough medication and stuff. and he had to promise never to see his mother ever again.

and seperated from her.

aint that sad =X!!!!

and so is misa! shes actually the same. her family got killed in a fire and it was light who helped her to kill the murderers. so shes really grateful (teaches you another proverb, it was in the yanyus we had to learn for the previous chginese test but u cant rmb it) and she helps light in everything.

so dont hate her because shes cuter than you or something. =X! hahas.



anyway, im using my new computer and my uncle set a time limit such that the internet is automatically cut off after four hours of usage and after 11pm everyday.

im left with 8 more minutes to finish this post. i hope i could add on on the misa part, there is so much i could say about his, but theres NO TIME! I HAVE NOT MUCH TIME LEFT! (drama drama xD) oh and all my files folders are in the old computer so dont ask me or any documents or something =X

but i DO have the email on perspectives which has quite influencial pictures of the starving children (thanks zhaolin for the email). anyone'll like to get that? im going to ask for the video from my geog teacher ben tan. that video is really good. makes you feel for them.

im left with 3 minutes for the internet so im posting now. byebye

meowmeow~ 7:24 AM

i dont know... i really dont.
Thursday, April 12, 2007

Cant remember who sent me this... But this is pretty interesting (and i dont know what to post about) thus ive decided to post this thingy.

>>>>Girl Facts:>>

>> > > > >When a girl bumps into your arm > >while walking she wants > >> >you >>to hold her hand > > > >When she wants a hug > >she will just >>stand there >> > > > >When u break a girls heart, > >she still feels it >>when > >u run >>into each other 3 years later > > > >When a girl is quiet, >> > >millions of >>things are running through her > >mind. > > > >When a >>girl is not arguing, >> > >she is thinking deeply. > > > >When a girl >>looks at you with eyes full >>of > >questions, > >she is wondering how >>long you will be > >around. > > > >> >When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " >>after a > >few seconds, > >she is not >>at all fine. > > > >When a girl >>stares at you, > >she is wondering why you >>are >so > >wonderful. > > > >> >When a girl lays her head on your chest, > >> >she is wishing for you to >>be hers forever. > > > >When a girl says that >>she can't live > >without >>you, > >she has made up her mind that you are > >> >her future. > > > >> >When a girl says, "I miss you, " > >no one in this >>world can miss you >>more > >than that > > > >When a girl is mean to you >>after a breakup > >> >she wants you back, but she's > >scared she'll get hurt >>and knows > >> >you're gone forever > > > > > > > > > >

Guy Facts: > > > >When >>a guy >>calls you, > >he wants to be with you > > > >When a guy is quiet, > >> >> >He's listening to you... > > > >When a guy is not arguing, > >He >> >>realizes he's wrong > > > >When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few > >> >> >minutes, > >he means >it > > > >When a guy stares at you, > >he >>wishes >>you would care about him and > >wonders if you do > > > >When >>you're >>laying your head on a guy's > >chest, > >he has the world > > > >> >When a >>guy calls you everyday, > >he is in love > > > >When a (good) >>guy tells >>you he loves you, > >he means it > > > >When a guy says he >>can't live >>without you, > >he's with you till your done > > > >When a >>guy says, "I >>miss you, " > >he misses you more than you could have > >> >ever missed him >>or anything else

> > > > > > > >repost this in 10 >>minutes and your true > >> >love will > >call you > >



you can ignore the last sentence, cause i dont believe in these stuffs. but if you do you can repost this also la =X!

alot of stuffs not true lol. SERIOUSLY! and esp since people call you cause theyre just bored...

anyway yuenlam's friend has a more interesting one (also sicker) im trying to get her to send me that.... (means one more post dont have to type! haha)

sorry for slacking about the blog anyway.... dont know what to blog about recently, cause most things that happened are more of unsuitable to be posted on public blogs...

hmmm thinking whether i should just abandon this blog, it has been quite dead recently o.0

but i'll miss my pet cat! =X! i took ages to make this blog lor...

sigh.. byebye.

meowmeow~ 7:55 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

ARE YOU A DA JIEJIE OR XIAO MEIMEI? xD

START : WHICH TYPE OF CLOTHES DO YOU NORMALLY WEAR?
A. romantic and cute, dress or western style. [START FROM Q1]
B. relaxed, fitting shorts [START FROM Q2]
C. cool and shuai, jeans [START FROM Q3]
D. hot mini skirt [START FROM Q4]

Q1. WHICH OF THESE TWO SENTENCES WILL MAKE YOU FEEL VERY HAPPY IF A GUY PRAISES YOU WITH IT?
A. "you are very beautiful!" [GO TO Q5]
B. "why are you so cute ah? " [GO TO Q6]

Q2. HAVE YOU EVER TAKEN UP ANY POSITIONS IN YOUR CLASS?
A. yes, or more than once. [GO TO Q5]
B. no. [GO TO Q7]

Q3. IF YOU HAVE A CRUSH, YOUR ACTIONS WOULD MOST LIKELY BE...
A. go up to him and tell him[GO TO Q6]
B. quietly wait for him to tell you he likes you[GO TO Q8]

Q4. IN YOUR IMAGINATIONS, YOUR LIFE AFTER MARRIAGE WOULD BE...
(hard choice.... cause i dont really want to get married unless i get my perfect husband- ie tamaki xD- but they said in my imaginations so im thinking i get my perfect husband so i choose A! im never bored of tamaki's face xD)
A. housewife, take care to needs of family[GO TO Q8]
B. career woman, juggle between family and work[GO TO Q7]

Q5. IF YOU WANT TO BUY SOMETHING THAT YOU EYED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
A. hint to parents and try to be very guai, hoping they would buy it for you[GO TO Q10]
B. save up and buy [GO TO Q9]

Q6. WHEN YOU HAVE PROBLEMS, YOU...
A. find a friend or family member to complain to[GO TO Q11]
B. bottle up, keep to urself, hoping you would work it out yourself[GO TO Q9]

Q7. WHEN YOU HAVE A HEATED ARGUMENT WITH A FRIEND, THE SITUATION WOULD NORMALLY BE...
A. you would be the first to drop tears[GO TO Q10]
B. scream and insist your way and reasonings, you are not wrong after all.[GO TO Q12]

Q8. WHEN YOU GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIEND, YOU ARE NORMALLY...
(3 hours was the record xD)
A. late and have to ask ur friends to wait for you[GO TO Q12]
B. early or most of the time on time[GO TO Q11]

Q9. WHAT WOULD YOU NORMALLY DO WHEN YOU SEE A SCENE THAT IS TOUCHING WHEN WATCHING TV SERIALS OR MOVIES?
A. cry very easily and show your feelings[GO TO Q14]
B. bear with the urge and try not to present your feelings[GO TO Q13]

Q10. WHEN YOU ARE TAKING PICTURES WITH FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX, YOU NORMALLY...
A. stand very close to them[GO TO Q15]
B. stand very far away[GO TO Q13]

Q11. WHEN YOU HAVE TO SAY A LIE, YOU NORMALLY ...
A. think of a good lie, then say it without any hitch[GO TO Q15]
B. make others suspicious because u stutter, afraid that you might be found out.[GO TO Q14]

Q12. THERE IS A TYPHOON AND YOU ARE ALONE AT HOME. SUDDENLY, THERE'S A BLACKOUT, YOU WOULD...
A. be calm, find a candle or torch and patiently wait for the electricity to recover.[GO TO Q15]
B. be frantic, think of scary things and scare yourself. [GO TO Q16]

Q13. SOMEONE YOU DISLIKE ASKS A FAVOUR OF YOU, YOU WOULD...
A. still help him if its in your ability[YOU ARE A TYPE]
B. reject, why should you help when you dislike him?[YOU ARE B TYPE]

Q14. YOUR HABIT WITH YOUR STATIONERIES..
A. although its old and you've been using it for very long, you cant bear to throw it. [YOU ARE B TYPE]
B. replace it the moment you have something new and interesing. [YOU ARE TYPE C]

Q15. WHEN YOU HAVE TO DO WORK YOU LIKE AND WORK YOU DISLIKE, YOU WOULD...
A. finish the work you dislike first, then do the ones you like happily. [YOU ARE TYPE C]
B. finish the work you like first, then drag and slowly do the ones you dislike. [YOU ARE TYPE D]

Q16. THE STYLE AND COLOUR TYPES OF YOUR ROOM.
(its pink n purple =D)
A. clearly of a certain style and theme, eg.cuteness or romantic styles. [YOU ARE TYPE E]
B. have different styles and themes, a mixture, looks messy. [YOU ARE TYPE D]


ANSWERS TYPE

A
-Example: MakikoEsumi
-DAJIEJIE LIKENESS: *****
-XIAOMEIMEI LIKENESS:*
You belong to the type that cannot bear to see others suffer. In the eyes of others, you are a respectable jiejie-like person. No matter boy or girl, both respect you and trust you a lot. You are very generous, and do not like to argue, thus is quite lovable by others.
YOUR PRINCE: Guys who goes out with you normally need to have the same passion as you, because only when he becomes a hero like you, your relationship will become more strong.

TYPE B
-Example: Nanako Matsushima
-DAJIEJIE LIKENESS: ****
-XIAOMEIMEI LIKENESS:**
Guys are most attracted to your fresh and smart da jiejie attitude. It allows guys to more easily present themselves to you in a truthful manner, and not try to cover up their shortcomings.
YOUR PRINCE: Guys who sometimes present their weak self would definitely need a girlfriend like you! Normally, once those guys meet you, they will uncontrollably be deeply attracted to you.

TYPE C
-Example: Ella
-DAJIEJIE LIKENESS: ***
XIAOMEIMEI LIKENESS:***
You like to build relationships with the guys, so that you can do what he can do, and not ddeply rely on him just because you are a girl. Your independent character reveals a strong sense of confidence and charm. This is also what attracts them to you.
YOUR PRINCE: Your relationship with your boyfriend normally starts from friends. you treat each other like brothers, can do a lot of things together and get along well. Under these circumstances, you slowly become a pair of lovers in the eyes of others.

TYPE D
-Example: Moon Geun Young
-DAJIEJIE LIKENESS: **
XIAOMEIMEI LIKENESS:****
You normally present a truthful self to your friends, not like some who do not speak truefully from the heart. Your gentle and kind self causes a guy to be touched and makes him wants to protect you uncontrollably.

YOUR PRINCE: Guys with sensible minds suits you the best. Your relationship is stable, gentle and boring. Although it is not as passionate, always remember that a stable relationship can always last long.

TYPE E
-Example: Rainie Yang
-DAJIEJIE LIKENESS: *
XIAOMEIMEI LIKENESS:*****
You are quite pure and innocent and presents your moods on your face, without hiding. You need a lot of people's guidance and protection, you like to "sa jiao" Sometimes, you would seem unreasonable, but most of the time, you are innocent and lovable by others.
YOUR PRINCE: Guys with hero-like qualities suit you the best. He likes to protect and take care of others, thus both of you can fit perfectly!

(kay so i already know im emotional and unreasonable and i always sajiao la... and im indecisive i know that too. whats with the "your prince" thing though... =X!)



okok hope i didt make you blind with all those blue words.

anyway i made janxiong do and he got D... and joshi washi got A.. weijie got B lol.

anyway credits to weijie for this quiz, BUT WHY DO I KEEP KANA CALLED A XIAOMEIMEI!!!

sheesh.

byebye =D

meowmeow~ 6:53 AM

stupid.

---reply to your post ---

its not because i dont care- of course i do.

the difference is that, i prefer not to.

once again, im telling you, its not because of JUST that day.

in fact, that day was only like 0.0000001% of it.

its just, perhaps like you said, there are just too many misunderstandings.

maybe others would have stopped trusting long ago?

maybe its me, but i just cant trust you all anymore.

too many things have happened, too many confusions.

i hope it can all go back to the past, where there were just no messed up truths and lies.

but of course it cant.

its not your fault, im not blaming you.

its in your character, its in my character.

so, you dont have to say sorry.

im the one who should.

but i just,

dont want to go into the same situation again.

character clash?

if i go back, i know the same thing will happen again and again, though how many times we've agreed not to let that happen.

it just does.

i'll just get hurt again.

it'll be better for me to choose this way.

maybe im just selfish.

im sorry,

but

this time im following my brain instead of my heart.






WHAT A ************************* EMO POST. =X

just in case your wondering, the asterisks are of random amounts, so dont bother trying to find out what vulgar izzit, cos it probably doesnt exist.

=D

still in a good mood though

kkk byebye =X

meowmeow~ 5:18 AM