

曖昧 歌手:楊丞琳 作曲:小冷 Ai Mei
曖昧讓人受盡委屈 Ai mei rang ren shou jin wei qu
找不到相愛的證據 Zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju
何時該前進 何時該放棄 He shi gai qian jin He shi gai fang qi
連擁抱都沒有勇氣 Lian yong bao dou mei you yong qi
只能陪你到這裡 畢竟有些事不可以 Zhi neng pei ni dao zhe li Bi jing you xie shi bu ke yi
超過了友情 還不到愛情 Chao guo le you qing Hai bu dao ai qing
遠方就要下雨的風景 Yuan fang jiu yao xia yu de feng jing
到底該不該哭泣 想太多是我還是你Dao di gai bu gai ku qi Xiang tai duo shi wo hai shi ni
我很不服氣 也開始懷疑 Wo hen bu fu qi Ye kai shi huai yi
眼前的人 是不是同一個 真實的你 Yan qian de ren Shi bu shi tong yi ge Zhen shi de ni*
曖昧讓人受盡委屈 * Ai mei rang ren shou jin wei qu
找不到相愛的證據 Zhao bu dao xiang ai de zheng ju
何時該前進 何時該放棄 He shi gai qian jin he shi gai fang qi
連擁抱都沒有勇氣 Lian yong bao dou mei you yong qi
曖昧讓人變得貪心 Ai mei rang ren bian de tan xin
直到等待失去意義 Zhi dao deng dai shi qu yi yi
無奈我和你 寫不出結局 Wu nai wo he ni Xie bu chu jie ju
放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡* Fang yi han de mei li Ting zai zhe li*

Dang Ni 
Cyndi Wang (Wang Xing Ling)
Ru guo you yi tian
Wo hui dao cong qian
Hui dao jui yuan shi de wo
Ni shi fou hui jue de wo bu cuo
Ru guo you yi tian
Wo li ni yao yuan
Bu neng zai he ni
Xiang yue, ni shi fou hui fa jue wo yi jing shuo zai jian
Dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao
Dang ni he ke le dang ni chao
Wo xiang duo ni hao
Ni cong lai bu zhi dao
Xiang ni, xiang ni
Ye neng chen wei shi hao
Dang ni shuo jing tian de fan nao
Dang ni shuo ye shen ni shui bu zhao
Wo xiang dui ni shuo
Que hai ba dou shuo cuo
Hai xi huan ni
Shi bu zhi dao
Ru guo you yi tian
Meng xiang dou shi xian
Hui yi dou chen le
Yong yuan
Ni shi fou hai hui ji de jing tian
Ru guo you yi tian
Wo men dou fa jue
Yuan lai shen me dou
Ke yi
Wo men shi fou hai hui ting liu zai zhe li
Ye xu kong xu rang wo xiang de tai duo
Ye Xu gai hui dao mei yi muo
Mong li hui xiang yu
Jiu hua bu you yu
Da shen de shuo wo yao shuo
Dang ni de yang jing me zhe xiao
Dang ni he ke, dang ni chao
Wo xiang dui ni hao ni cong lai bu zhi dao
Xiang ni xiang ni ye neng chen wei shi hao
Wo xiang dui ni shuo que hai ba dou shuo cuo
Hao xi huan ni, zhi bu zhi dao
Chi Bang
Cyndi Wang (Wang Xing Ling)
di xia tie shi ni xuan ze li kai de fang xiang
hui yi di tu shi wo mi lu shi de xin yang
ru ye de chu chuang@qing chen de cao chang
zhe ci mei you ni zai wo shen pang
ji mo shi bu xu yao bei yuan liang de yuan liang
ai qing zhong yu shi bei ni shan chu de guo wang
tian hei tian liang@du xian de mi wang
wo zai na li shi qu le fang xiang
xing fu de na yi shuang chi bang
fei bu dao ni shuo guo de yuan fang
yun ruo ju sang@ke yi bian cheng hai yang
wo de shang xin neng zen mo shi fang
xing fu xu yao yi shuang chi bang
dai wo fei wang yong gan de fang xiang
lian xi zhu jian qiang@xue xi hui yi wang
deng dai cai hong zai ci chu xian@zhan chi fei xiang
Qiao Qiao Ban
Cyndi Wang (Wang Xing Ling)
ke bu ke yi zuo tong yi bian
ke bu ke yi pei wo liao liao tian
ke bu ke yi bu yao tou tou dian zhe jiao jian
bi zhu hu xi wei chi ping heng
jiu pa yi dian dian feng chui cao sheng
hui ba ni de zhuan xin chui pian li ji fen
ai yao huang dao shen me shi hou cai neng ping wen
tong shou tong jiao shi fou bao zheng neng mo ji man fen
yi xin yi yi
yi fan feng shun
xu yao liang ke tong yang zhong de xin cai neng wan cheng
yyyy fei qi lai
yyyy de lang man
zi you zi zai xun zhao ping heng zai xing fu de liang duan
yyyy jiu ming bai
yyyy bie zou kai
yuan zai tian bian jin zai yan qian duo me de liang xiao wu cai
okie okie enough of sadistic stuff.... i noe many things have happened recently... all unhappy things.... but thats all rite cos im oxo having sum prob in my life... but it is okay and i noe i can overcome them and so can u. so actually jus be happy and noe that happiness IS everything... soooo smile!!! :)))) hehe lurve u all <3
this is depressing, but i have to post this. okay, so ppl in sum other countries are stuffing kittens into bottles n selling them as sorveniors!! n wen it grows its bone take the sahpe of the bottle, so wat r u waiting 4??? go save them! they need YOU!!!!mus calm down mus calm down... okay so to save them... ppl are collecting names n forwarding them in emails and simply jus email the request to me so i can forward u the msg. ITS THAT SIMPLE!! then jus fwd to ppl n u got no one fwd to pls fwd ak to me i help u.. save the kittens!!! stop animal cruelty!!!!! ........ relax mus relax i mus..... muacks n love u 4 all those who send me the request!!!!
ehhhhh... paiseh worhhs xinwei... 4 sum reason my link to urs always doesnt work one... paiseh... btw sry sihan but relax lahh... its urself keep on saying the i rock, i rock one mehh, not me... hehehe... okay lahh wen i dang free i help u change ur nick okkies..? but wat to change to huh... hmmmm. btw HOW WAS MY POEM...? i noe its sucky but wat marks wld u give over 100...? diedie dun fail me pleaseeeee...... *ack*
btw ytd got wat zamorak guy go add venecia on msn den scold her cb blahblahblah n he tried to act as liushuang... AS IF she wld EVER speak vulgars... then vene sae ashley sae he gt sumtin to do wif yl then we 3 go into conversation on msn wif him... me yuenlam n vene... yupp n he was lyk SSSSSOOOOO sick he said 'i wan all of u 3 girls'.... ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! *bleuch*
paiseh paiseh lemme explain 4 tat sad sad poem. i had to do it wat.... its my literature poem which i have been oweing Mrs Rod 4 lyk.... dunno how haow many years. wonder if anymore ppl tagged...? Btw my poem sux rites.... hai.... i noe it does...
A you, that's no longer you
Tears are trickling down my cheeks,
staining wooden table, 'drip'.
Those smiles made me lose my grip. 
Precious moments, i must seek
But now all is left of you,
guy that speaks vulgarities.
One as cold hearted as me,
someone totally brand new.
What I just want, you have no cue.
How I long for, the old old you.
by:Jess 2/D (8)
Haha paiseh took so long to continue the ed camp recount.. paiseh paiseh... HAha i jus went to THAT BHB n ZI LIAN one... think u all noe is who.... haha yeah its...*drum roll* XINWEI...!!! wahaha.... i saw the tagboard.. jiawei tagged and sae im soooo fat?? errr. i think he mad liao. but now then he noe he fat arhh.... Btw wat did the super zi lian one sae i am????? I suck? Evil?? Baichi??? Fat???? Irritating sia... sommore keep sending me the zapzap thing wen he noe i hate it... N wat he sae?? he sae the girls scream only we he laughed during the night games. okay, who was the one who screamed and ran away upon seeing a dead lizard on the wall....? huh? may i ask WHO??? haha okay lahh enough of childish bickering i give u all the account u all have been waiting for... ehh last time i sae until where arh...
we had bathiing inbetween .. me n vene went bathing in stadium haha there got shower wat.. then we came out we had a laughter... omg there wasnt any1 bsides me n vene there all the se1 cum out liao... scary... then we came out got many ppl nva bath then i went in boys room cos i saw pearly and ben flirting inside then some immature guys keep writing girls suck those kind of thing... then me n BHB sae they very lame and super sexist sia.....
Activity eight-dinner...!
haha chey so diasappointing we only had prawn mee... ewwwww.... very oily make me want to puke after eating liao... hahaha actually we all quit lame lahh... now then they want tie our hands together thank god i was sitting with felicia and zhaolin... wahahaha
Activuty nine-candle blowing thing lahhs...
okay lahh b4 tat we had to wait 4 the sky to be dark to play so tat its more interesting.... so they told ghost stories while me and ann yi sat at the back chanting sometin i dun rmb... then xin wei told a super lame joke... one scary night..... Ji Zhen had no makeup on!!errr... lame right? okay lahh at least it relaxed me a little... then finally the sky was dark b4 they could tell anymore stories... phew... then its this game we light candles and go other grp territory burst thier balloon with it... haha then jizhen grp got last again... haha huray... lol... actually had more activity b4 this and dinner i dun rmb lahh bad memory i lao le... haiz. then poor BHB de runrunrun then fall down after that then his leg was like bleeding so disgusting... i may pity him but hello no way im gonna buy drink 4 u jus bcos of that... evil! then we and me sing lots of song got tong hua got dangni got lotslots lahhh. whooosh chi song rawks... haha then they were singing the titanic ship super sadistic song where the tune was so cheery and they sang... 'it was sad... so sad! it was sad... So sad! it was sad when the ship went down and children lost thier lifes... blahblah... it was sad when the big ship went down...' haha lol den me and BHB were saying so sadistic cos they sing until dang happy sia.... then he so lame go change the lyrics to 'it was sad when the xinwei fell down...' lameeeeeeeeeee.... hahaha but i purposely sing go ci4 ji1 him.. haha i so evil
Activity ten-night games.... ahhhhhhh!!!!!
Omg thats it! the most long-awaited and most dreaded game.... gahhh...okie lahh so heres it... we were all in aircon hall liao den we sang summore to keep the mood better so we wunt be so scared liao... hahaha then they go sing teletubbies i dang scared of it then i like mad woman like that keep on yelling to cover their voices... then thankfully they finally shuddap thank you zhaolin n xin wei.... hahaha again lorhh... sian always have to thank bhb one haha lol... haha then thhey go off the light then jiji grp sit one corner.... scccccaaaarrrryyy.... annyi was going nut ccase.... omg... i keep on singing bupabupa to keep me n other ppl bupa mahhs.... c i so nice... wahaha... okae wait im turning bhb oxo...! lalalas...... then they tell us the story then tell us not to turn back wen u smell flower scent.... haha okay th first place we have to search 4 clue was the dnt area gt one not there i keep telling myself not to turn back.... zhaolian dun want be bhind so she squeeeeeeezed me until i bian liao..roti prata... lol...haha then we went the staircase there at the dnt area outside jizhen went down when forced and asked to and cheered... she scream like shen jing po lyk tat haha.... poor jiji jiejie....LOL.... haha then i think nxt is the aircon hall tat one was scary.... while we walked there some of us including me was singing 'edc is coming... pompompompompom. edc is coming... pompompompompom' haha lame hoh but we had to sae edc is coming to prepare the'ghost' wat... but the pompompom is they invent one lahh dunno hu... then outside the ghost took yyeeaarrss to prepare then scold us impatient... lol..... then me and xw lyk idiot lyk that go sing its a small world after all sometin sometin lahhh haha lol... then wen we went in we saw its menghow the act gay ghost whom.... ahh nva mind. then i saw the other ghost hiding bhind the curtain n i point at her but no one saw.... then i was thinking okay 4get it. then menghow say the person on the left we all move right. the person on the right we all move left... lame sia... then i smell flower scent then turrn back saw the fake ghost2 and i turned front immediately then it kept tapping on my shoulder wan me turn ack again.... i bow my head dang low lahhhs.then they saw shortest one the sec1 junior sheryl went up then lame gay menghow go ask wat his cup size... gt multiple choice so good... A,B,C,D, or Z 2+ lame hoh but he was screaming all the time so scary... then he sae 2 tallest guys xinwei BHB one and Hari(raya) went up but he reject Hari sae he too tall... siao ziji sae one tallest one shenjingbing.... then we all begging 4 him sae he sec1 only then he brought bhb to the side bhind the curtain when he put a black sack over him.... i was lyk gona ku le... then he was screaming inside there.... then i was so scared i grabbed someone hand i duno whose i grabbed turned out to be zhaoen's...... ahhhh so paiseh he still went to ask me why i grab him 4 wat siao ahh... actually at that time i was really siao one lahhh... haha then he and bhb came out then he screamed us to get out... haha lol...
then wen we came out xinwei told us menghow actually told him to scream when they were inside he say he was laughing so much.... haha then we all the girls dang scared dun wan walk at the back then haha BHB one offered to stand at the back... haha thank u again bhb one... u finally matured le bcum gentlemen liao... congrats congrats lol.....
haha then we sad have to go in boys toilet i nva really c wats inside b4 then was lyk so paiseh then the 'ghost' tell us go mirror c then pian wo men sae look bhind u then he bang against the door so many times soo scary then afta he sae finish he scream us out again.. lol....
yhen we went looking 4 second last we cant find then suddenly heard laughter that we all scream and squatted down so scary.... it was coming frm upstairs bt we didnt think that it came frm higher chinese room... then so lame we went around then see another grp so we lyk combine lahhs then atmosphere so scary suddenly heard footdrill command... ncc was having training camp for sec ones... pooor thing.
kkae then we found it they were in the hcl rm i think tats wat its called... then creepy girl at bottom of staircase call us go up one by one then zhaolin cry ready but i nva cause the bupabupa made me bupa c music can calm ur nerves! then she smiled at us and allowed us to go up together... okay so shes nt creepy at all. then one by one the rest came up too then ben started talking i recognised its his voice so it wasnt really that scary lahhs... then after that he screamed us out then we all yell and ran down then dunno which idiot go purposely bang the steel gate against the wall wat the heck then we all scream... oh yea i think it was michael lahh baichi!he was laughing at us... idiot....
then nxt we went all around the place laahhh looking fall the stupid candle wax on the floor... lame.
Activity- after night games
haha so funny xw ask us wan watch movie anot i say maybe lyk 15min then i go slp.... then we watch watch liao go boys rm (me vene n xinwei)and left amanda n zhaolin continueing to watch.... in the avt i mean. then we playplay around then xw sae wan go back i say wateva lorhhs then he sae wan take blanket go and take blah blah blah... then awhle we went off leaving amanda n zhaolin there agian... then we went boys room then maorui came n show us the kite and we went to watch him fly it in the parade square... yes. at 1am lyk tat bahhs.fun sia! he siad it worths$600 omg he earn lots of money 4 tat sia! omg i felt so shibai..... then jizhen came then we all bcum daomei then the kiat those kind got light one mahh he flew it so damn high he sae once he flew it in the clouds.... wow! then here she cums and *crash*! wahaha lol... then after playing me n vene followed xinwei into boy room again haha lol then the guys keep saying we so noisy then we tried to sleep.... okay la thats it i very longwinded i noe... then we all tok crap then finally me n vene get out scared the other sec4 guys see us in there then lata we die sia... haha okay then amanda n zhaolin said the movie was lousy n i was lyk haha thank goodness i didnt watch n went to have fun inside.then vene didnt have slping bag amanda n i shared with her then sheryl and yunxuen came in to slp sheryl was preparing to slp on two chair then i xin tong i sk vene to share wif amanda then i shared mine wif yun xuen and sheryl... haha lol.
then the nxt day wasnt fun we went to eat roti prata inthe morning and vene told me she went back abd saw menghow hugging xinwei she sae he sae he felt so violated wahaha sad sia... me=evil? i think so... okay lahh then got stupid competition vene act as mai hello kitty de xw as crocodile hunter haha then he jump then fall down then injured the wound he made ytd again haha sad.... then i lyk idiot have to act as constipated 3months but i neva constipate until 3 month b4 how to act? ok lah so it was so funny i 'forgot to flush' those kind of thing ewwwwwwwwww. then okay lahh at least zhaolin n xinwei were cheering for me thank u two!!!! my bestest friends haha loooool no lahh mengfei the my bestest fren but i 'ai si ni men le'... ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... haha okay lahh *hugggs* buh bye!!!!! :))))
hahaha here i am in Isabel's hse doing my idiot blog. Im here to give a recount of the ed camp.... i promised Sheryl i wld. A promise is a promise....... Haha wen i transfer the camp pics into the computer then i put pics here in my blog okaee....??
~1st Day~
Before camp starts-
for some reason Amanda didnt reach school as she said she was going to. so i arrived super early at 8something am and only xinwei was there. we didnt have anything much to say to each other... Guess we were too sleepy bahhx
Activity one-yoga
Haha this one was soooooo lame we had to make the most interesting yoga pose. super lame lahh i didnt want to take any pic of us like idiots.....!
Activity two-apple game
There was this game we had to bite an apple and pass it to the person on ur right. those who dropped the apple had to take a bite. I didnt really mind, but was kinda afraid i was gonna pass my flu virus to everyone..... Michael didnt want to pass it to the next person so he kinda purposely dropped the apple on the floor and ate the whole thing as his breakfast.... ewwww. everyones saliva.
Activity three-dog and bone
its kinda stupid actually. Ben made up a disgusting story about flying sissies and crawling sissies and more gross stuff. ewwwwwwwwww.den we had to bite the apple and crawl bake to our places. Xinwei bit it but someone hit him and the whole apple went into his mouth. when he took it out it was soooo completely gross and wet with his saliva that we rather lose then to bite it again. ewwwwww again.
Activity four-shi zi lu kou
haha guess wat was the first food we had to eat? carrot cake. thats right. wat the.... haha we were spilt up into our 3 main grps n i was wif jiji jiejie again. ha! I took like dunno how many years to wear my idiotic sneakers, but not much ppl waited 4 me. so bad...! Only Zhaolin and Xinwei were nice enough to. hehe thx! cheng xin cheng yi de xiexie ni men. Haha that game was really fun and we did things like having to ask 5 passerbys for 10cents coins. haha but after the whole thing wen Xinwei helped to eat most of it but in the end he was still hungry.
Activity five-slacking in the pac
shiok sia. some were playing poker, some playing pepsi cola, some reading mag n some pillow fighting, which was what i was doing. actually the most interesting first thing tat we did was to try to pillar Xinwei. Haha! not only did i not help him but i still rubbed it in by taking photos of it. haha dun worry i will post it swoon.... hehe i so evil wahahahaha... but in the end we didnt succeed lahhs. sad.....
Activtiy six-lunchtime!
we had to eat oily beehoon. errrrrrrrr. beehoon in camp? not exactly an ideal lunch while camping though :p hahaha actually we had to tie our hands to the two peole we were sitting with ont he left and right. Luckily never cause i was sitting next to xinwei..... yea i know tats a very childish way to think but i still will paiseh one mahhs... ... And haha we had a aunction for food ingredients lahh. kinda nice actually:)
Activity seven-pu xi deh??
first we played the haidai game thingy lahh. dang weird game. wanted to lose and quickly go into 'Losers Ville' as Zhao en calls it. Hahaha this was a very lame game while we were separated into grps of 4..... randomly... 4 some reason i so dao mei same grp as Xinwei again. oh well. more pillow fights we had in between the 'competition'. haha. but hes nice lahhs.... :) Our group was finally not jizhens grp again cos lata surely dao mei keep getting last again. i was in Nicoles grp with Amanda. Haha the game was fun la. my attack was wat pong pongpong thing i cant rmb lahh. we came in 2nd. but i think the pillow fight was much more fun actually:)
ohhhhhhhhhhhh............ im in the school com lab right now during hcl lesson.... jus now during home ec lesson someone smsed me and i didnt silent it.... almost died... mrs chan almost killed me.. den just then mrs goh came in. but thanks to all my lovely classmates begging for me i woludnt have survived this crisis!!!!! i so love them... tml i bringing some sweets to give them :)
hehe im at my cousin's hse... its his and another cousin bd... aiyo dey so noisy ehhhhX.... birthdae also muz fight.... my junior so bad lorhhh he told me to go back childcare centre then sometimes say i kor kor then sometimes ah soh.... wat the.... u butt ur head lahh fat wei!!!!! did ur noe abt the tammy nyp girl who put the um..... video on the internet.... oi i not shit cat video ehhh... stupid bro so noisy say i lame... buh bye i wanna shut him up....